Sets played - 4
Training undertaken - 3 hours
Books read - 2 chapters
Rained off sessions - 0 (but had the pleasure of getting wet a few times!)
What a roller-coaster of a week. But a week of finding myself.
School Holidays in a club can either be busy or bare. Not sure what i had on this one, Monday and Tuesday turned out busy. However whilst participating in a match i decided to play the worst tennis in years. Outcome - Win.
My head is having trouble with the win part, i am not happy winning and playing pants whilst i would have preferred to have lost and played outstanding. Wow what a confidence drop in my game. Need to consult my confidence cv to bring this back up again.
The 3rd book i am co-writing with a collegue is well on the way and going great guns, i am hoping to finish this get the remainder of the work done and hand this over to the publisher who is waiting for said book.
Thursday was a family day to Disney on Ice, wow it seems i am so not used to having a day out! O2 and a trip to Hamleys in London.
Saturday i committed to just 5 hours coaching and then my wee girls 3rd birthday part 1, followed by her actual halloween party on Sunday.
Strange week my father grows weaker by the day it seems with MND and this week surely is the start of the slog to wherever. Not sure how this leaves me nor how i feel about it but life goes on and right now i need to finish the year off. I have realised i need to leave the past behind and move on, why do i feel i still owe people when actually who really cares? I have turned down many opportunities and offers so not to offend and ultimately who does this affect? Myself and my family!
For sure i have had some great times this year but i am ready to start 2011 right now.
My next two months will be my winter for taking stock and building projects ready to harvest in the new year.
This should show fruition for the Spring ready to reap in the Summer.
I knew the seasons meant something!
My weeks lesson
This is more a question that i need to answer - What is my life mission right now, what is my personal and coaching philosophy?
I have blogged this on a seperate page for you to print and check out yourself!
Catch up with you all next week
Andy